張小姐隨意寫寫念念講講

2/3 of my vacation is gone

1/3 to go.

4 more days with mom

and there comes 2010

haven't been back in two years,

its a brand new experience.

re situated myself with the evolved relationship with my parents

have been inundated with the not so legal "cast system" of choosing partner, social classes,

and all that adult world stuff that I don't really want to know

that make me re-evaluate where I want to stand in this game that I don't seem to own

in this busy and rowdy society

i really desires the tangible presence of something clean and pure

and something stable to lean to, to be able to stand in the mist of the on-going storm

and before that and the solutions

my life is not my own